Posted by TexasChic on September 20, 2005, at 15:33:44
In reply to Re: Serious sensitive subject - sex- may be offensive, posted by sunny10 on September 20, 2005, at 8:57:06
Thanks yall, I feel so much better knowing its not just me!
As for the guy at work I have a crush on, today a few of us were outside talking, and the subject came up of couples at work. And he said "dating at work is never a good thing, what are you supposed to do when you break up?" So I spent the rest of the day all sad thinking, well that's that. He's not interested.
But then... right as I was booting up the computer it occured to me that it could be that he actually is interested, but just doesn't want to start something like that at work. The more I thought about it, the more it went with the way he has acted. I mean, he has done some things to make me think he's interested. That made me feel better. So, I don't know if I'm just grasping at straws or if its true, but regardless I'm going to try to let it go. Damn, its going to be hard. I'll have to stop doing things like ruffling his hair & waving across the room at him ('he' started the waving thing).
The thing is, I knew all along the way I felt was tangled up with the fantasy of how I thought it would be to be with him, and I knew that would be a problem even if he did like me back. So I know this is a good thing. So why does it suck so bad?
Okay, I'm just going to have to find something else to focus on. If only I could meet men somewhere other than work. Its just so easy to get to know them in that environment.
Anyway, here it goes. I'm going to try to focus on improving me, on getting out of the house and making friends and hanging out. I know that's the first step to meeting someone new.
Thanks for listening to me ramble. It helps me figure things out.
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