Posted by mellymel_d on September 13, 2005, at 15:06:48
In reply to Lynn, we must be twins since we have the same mom, posted by spriggy on September 12, 2005, at 20:48:02
WOW- I have more similarities with people then I thought. I have the same anxieties. Literally the other day I was sitting in the garage and I swore somebody was going to drive fast around the corner, lose control and run into my house AND on Sunday when I came home from church I told my mother in law: I don't know if I want to meet Jesus ever, not without having my family. Some people are so excited about the day they meet God, I'm like I don't ever want to be without my family...Then I feel guilty about having these thoughts and I remain fixated on them til I'm in a full blown attack...Lately this has been happening a lot. Thus all of my crying spells.
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> My mom and your mom must be some kind of identical twins seperated from birth.
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> I could've written your entire post (minus the perfect sister, my only sibling is a drug addict who sleeps around with anyone/everyone).
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> My anxiety tends to be over health issues; what if I stop breathing suddenly (very likely to happen, ROFL)? What if someone kidnaps one of my kids'? What if a car drives erratically and runs into my house? What if God doesn't really exist and I've made all this up in my head? What if I am not really existing and this is some weird dream? What if *I* am really existing and everyone around me is actually a part of some strange part in this movie that's all about me (yeah, a pretty selfish fear, I'll admit),Etc..
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> So yes, as you can see, most of my anxiety issues are completely, utterly, and totally unrealistic but it's impossible for me to grasp that when I'm in the throws of the despair.
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> It's bad. I notice when I'm the most anxious, thoughts of death seem to always fill my mind.
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> I have no clue where I would be without God. If this is how nuts I am WITH Him, I'd hate to fathom where my life would be without Him. LOL
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