Posted by gardenergirl on June 10, 2005, at 8:33:10
In reply to Re: Thanks for support--update--it's even worse » gardenergirl, posted by Dinah on June 10, 2005, at 8:25:50
Hi Dinah,
Your reply has me thinking. He did bring up last weekend in the context of me trying to decide if I feel up to going away with him this weekend. He applied pressure by saying that he would be hurt that I did the Babble thing and then wouldn't go with him. And he whined that he probably can't get a flight at this point and doesn't want to drive alone. I know I shouldn't let that affect my decision, but it is a factor.And I've got so much backlog of work because the last few days have not been productive at all. Sigh. Another reason I don't feel up to going.
I think we reached a good compromise, though about this weekend. But I'm still curled up like a grub. My client has not shown at the moment, so I may give my T a call.
And about him subtly keeping me depressed...well, you could be right. I need to think about that. I did holler at him that I was depressed before he met me, and I never hid it from him, so if he has a problem with it, why did he marry me? And he needs order in his life so much, I'm afraid my scatteriness and depression really really conflict with that need. Because trust me, I can't be ordered like a rack of spices.
Thanks for your ongoing support.
gg
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