Posted by TamaraJ on May 17, 2005, at 19:49:03
In reply to sinking deeper and deeper....*trigger warning*, posted by alesta on May 17, 2005, at 15:53:25
(((Amy)))
I was recently where you are now, and I just kept telling myself that this too shall pass. That was all I could do, even when I didn't believe it, I just kept repeating those words so I wouldn't, couldn't think of anything else. And, don't worry about what you post. You need to get it out. It is much better to talk about those overwhelming and scary feelings than to let them eat you up inside. And, what better place to do it than here where people understand, where people care, where people can provide you with support, compassion and a cyber shoulder to cry on. You have friends here - friends who care and who will help you the best we can to get through this dark period. Now, as for treating your depression, your mom obviously does not understand, or refuses to acknowledge, the depths of your despair right now. You have been through a lot in the past while, and it is bound to have taken its toll on you. You need to treat the depression. Can you get yourself to a free clinic and see a doctor, without your mom? If money is an issue, perhaps you can get free samples of an AD until you can afford medication.
Keep hanging in there Amy, and believe that you will get through this. My thoughts are with you.Tamara
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