Posted by rainbowbrite on April 28, 2005, at 14:25:01
Things have been slowly declining for me, things are just so hard right now! it must just be a collection of cr*p that is piling up that I just cant manage. While this is happeneing I am ruining my future. Or lack there of. I continually screw up at school.
Now it feels like I have a pit in my stomach or chest. It is not anxiety, i am so weepy i dont get it. i dont want to adjust my medication, and I cant get in to see my pdoc :-(. maybe I am just doing this to myself by not taking more pills but it isnt an optiion in my mind right now. And besides I felt fine a few weeks ago. I feel so sad. I am really starting to have a hard time pretending Im so content and happy. Im sure it will pass...but when?
Any advice? Should I run away?
Thanks
poster:rainbowbrite
thread:490959
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