Posted by Dinah on March 23, 2005, at 17:45:27
In reply to Re: I just wonder what it would feel like to give up » Dinah, posted by alexandra_k on March 23, 2005, at 14:11:57
I wish I could take care of myself. When I went into the office, I had a few phone calls asking where work was. I had to ask the secretary to return them with various estimates, because I was pretty sure I couldn't do it without crying.
The better news is that part of my unprofitable day was spent finding a diabetes monitor like the one I used to have. I hated the new one so much that I rarely tried, and when I did I just ended up crying in frustration. So as soon as I get some strips, I can start testing for the first time in months.
I've done more crying in the past week than I have in the past five years.
Some of those really violent and bizarre images are starting to come back. I called my therapist, but really what's the use. He can't (and didn't) help.
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