Posted by Shy_Girl on March 19, 2005, at 22:07:00
In reply to Nikki or other computer savvy folks? » Shy_Girl, posted by gardenergirl on March 19, 2005, at 21:29:34
>Can you block them from your computer? I know there are ways to do that.
Even if I do get some software to block out those sites, no one in my family knows how to use computers and can set that up for me. If I blocked the sites myself, I will know the password etc. Hmmm...maybe I can make the password really difficult and forget the password :-P
Since I'm not in school at the moment, I really don't think I should get internet access right now at this vulnerable time. But really I need to learn to get pass this because I cannot just avoid going online...I'll need it for school.
> You could also set up a behavioral system where you reward yourself for time spent away from those sites and "punish" yourself for time spent on those sites. Maybe by paying a "fine" or snapping a rubber band on your wrist.
Maybe I'll try the rubber band idea...although it may backfire on me because pain is not always a deterrent for me. I used to cut and I enjoyed the release.
It's just so hard...it's such a rush when I read about a suicide method. In the past, I used to get almost euphoric just looking at a bottle of potentially lethal pills.
Thank-you (((gg))) for the suggestions
shy_girl
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