Posted by shellybelle911 on January 27, 2005, at 1:56:50
In reply to Re: anyone up in the wee hours of the day like i am??? » shellybelle911, posted by saw on January 27, 2005, at 1:30:10
> Hi Michelle
>
> Well, it's not midnight here but 9.24am! Having my first cup of coffee.
> Had a bad night and cried for hours. Can barely open my eyes this morning.
>
> I too am trying to deal with my life and not run myself down at every given moment. I was doing well until last night.
>
> I wish I could crawl into bed and sleep for a week.
>
> How about you? You haven't been out of hospital very long. Are you coping?
>
> SabrinaI am coping ok--i have alot going on in my life right now. Sometimes i don't know what to do first. I have recently divorced and then after i got out of hospital moved back in with ex hubby--so as not to be alone...i am living in state where i really have no family--so no support system and i work at 911 answering phones. I am also having relationship issues and issues just trying to deal with being told i am bipolar and probably have been so for a long time. I have gone thru sexual abuse as a child and rape as an adult also physical abuse and mental and verbal from both ex husbands. At the current time my self esteem is almost non existant-but some days are better than others. If you ever want to talk i am here--usually online at night while at work when we are not busy, but you can also email me at shellybelle911@yahoo.com if you like, the only place that i have access to computer is at work...I hope that you are doing better than you were last night, i am a good listener--i have a ways to go to get better but i am trying --i just need some support sometimes....
Thanks for responding...
Michelle
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