Posted by smokeymadison on January 23, 2005, at 15:57:04
In reply to When really hypomanic, easily 100+ hours, posted by Atticus on January 23, 2005, at 8:32:29
i found out yesterday that i was not pregnant. i promptly went out to a bar and got very dunk on two drinks (hadn't drank in a long time). i was so disappointed. then i rode the bus home and was like crap, now i can't take my Restoril to get to sleep! i got suicidual and thought of downing all the Klonopin and Restoril I have. so i called my psychiatrist and had him paged. he was so nice. he said that it was all right to take the Restoril, that even though I felt really drunk that my blood alcohol levels couldn't be that high. it still took me 4 hours after i took it to get to sleep, but at least i didn't go through w/ my plan. i actually slept ten hours! after this past week, that was so nice. i feel great today, actually. i went out and applied to work at 4 places. i am considering quiting the outpatient therapy and just getting back to work. i mean, the outpatient therapy is great, but it would require drivng two hours a day and i don't have car insurance right now. what good is therapy if i am going to get evicted in a month if i don't get back to work? on the other hand, i haven't worked since Oct. and we haven't been evicted yet so maybe two more weeks won't get us evicted. i don't know what to do. i need the therapy, yes, but i want to get back to work pronto. i can't tell if this good mood is going to last or not right now.
SM
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