Posted by smokeymadison on December 12, 2004, at 19:12:45
In reply to Re: a question: childhoods?, posted by ghost on December 12, 2004, at 18:09:31
yeah, i had to grow up very fast too. my dad wlked out when i was 10 and my mom considered me an equal from then on. not even an equal, really, but someone to take care of her and all my siblings.
but i did so well up until my senior year in high school and then everything just fell apart. maybe i was holding everything in and then just broke down. but it has been almost 5 years now and i am still "broke". all i can think is that it is going to take some major personality reconstruction to "fix" me. and i am not sure how to go about doing that. i suppose i just need to get into therapy 2x a week. meds don't really seem to be something that is going to be a long term fix.