Posted by jerrympls on December 5, 2004, at 22:53:59
In reply to Re: almost ready to end life » jerrympls, posted by Cass on December 5, 2004, at 22:30:25
I'm not religious. Minneapolis - while touted as one of the best places to live is a quietly mean place. There's no such thing as "Minnesota Nice.," it's all a mask. You're only welcome in a community here if you grew up here. I used to play music with a couple people from work - but my depression overtook my desire to play. I'm severely isolated. I get out for walks when I walk my dog - that's it. One of my bosses at work used to be empathetic to me because I disclosed to her about my illness. She said she had an anxiety disorder. Then after a while, she started to use my illness against me by talking to other managers about me and God knows what else behind my back. Unfortunately I still have to kiss her butt to play the "work game." It all sucks. At least my direct supervisor is a nice guy.
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