Posted by Jai Narayan on October 8, 2004, at 8:18:04
In reply to That whole weight issue, posted by saw on October 7, 2004, at 3:11:16
I go through the same stuff. why is it so painful? My self hatred is so ugly and now I broke my ankle and can't exercise. I used to workout everyday. We have an eliptical that is a leg and ankle machine. Boo.
I was already loosing the battle of the bulge. Now I'm slidding into last place and the pact is ever receeding in the dust ahead of me.
So, I too am discouraged. I wish there were a magic pill but so far I haven't found it.
I'm glad you were able to have your mate intimate with you. I too suffer from imagining myself. I think it's called body dismorphia?Well I think I am thin....I wear a large. when I was thin I wore a size 5.
I still see myself at that size. Oh dear. mirrors are not so kind.
I would like to make peace with myself.
On top of the body thing I am aging....wow now that's discouraging. I guess I have no choice about the aging part.
So, let's keep talking about this.
Jai
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