Posted by TexasChic on August 9, 2004, at 10:23:17
In reply to Re: Does anybody else get offended ... » TexasChic, posted by partlycloudy on August 9, 2004, at 10:09:56
Yeah, I get that, and I understand why *some* people don't notice. But someone told me they liked it right in front of her. Under normal circumstances, she would have said, hey, yeah, you did get it cut didn't you? Or something! The fact that she said nothing just irks me. Plus I'm still mad that she hasn't tried to speak to me about the whole argument we've had. She acts like she's trying to be nice in some ways, like she wants to just pretend nothing is wrong. And I think that's what's really bothering me. She hasn't even tried to talk to me or work things out! I know by now I should just accept that the friendship isn't being reciprocated, but its the fact that she is so wishy washy about it. I mean, why go out of her way to be nice on some occasions, but not want to work things out? It just feels like at times she is trying, but yet I can't give any concrete examples. She hasn't even acknowledged the email I wrote her last week that basically said I knew she didn't want to be friends and I guess we never really were. I guess I've just been waiting for her to say that isn't true, but she hasn't. I can't explain it, but I feel like in some weird way it isn't true. I do feel like she wants to be friends but things are just all messed up right now. I just don't know how to get past it. It would be alot easier if I didn't have to sit beside her every day. Or if she would just act like she didn't want to be friends and be done with it. Instead I feel like she's keeping me in limbo. I wish I could just let it go, but I still care about her. Why can't I just let it go?
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