Posted by Racer on June 16, 2004, at 12:13:48
In reply to Re: Racer?, posted by Pfinstegg on June 15, 2004, at 15:41:12
I'm glad you understand. At this point, these really are the last horses I'll ever have. I just can't stand the guilt I feel about it all anymore. Since I started riding in 1970, knowing that this is the final end to that is pretty devastating. It hurts more than you know to know that I"ll never jump my athletic wonder horse, the one with the huge trot and fully engaged hindquarters. That hurts.
It doesn't matter in the long run I guess. The depression itself is just killing me right now, so I guess I'll get over it all.
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