Posted by Emme on June 1, 2004, at 12:38:37
In reply to crying and confused..., posted by justyourlaugh on June 1, 2004, at 11:02:00
> i almost have 2 days sober pulled together and i cant stop crying..
> what am i going to replace alcohol with?
> i was so determinded yesterday..
> today i cant imagine tomorrow without it..Two days! That's two more than zero! If you can't imagine tomorrow without it, then try not to imagine tomorrow. Imagine the next few hours and the few hours after that, and so on.... Step by step, the longest march can be won.
> how come the love for my kids is not strong enough to stop myself..
> years ago i was a total mess but did not see.
> today i am messy and i cant clean up.You're up against a tough demon. Give yourself credit for fighting it. You have self-awareness, and that is very important. I'm sorry you feel so awful. You are a sweet person. I hope tomorrow will be a little better.
Emme
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