Posted by SandyWeb on April 28, 2004, at 5:49:41
In reply to Re: Just Thinking » SandyWeb, posted by jlynne on April 27, 2004, at 20:36:42
Hi Jlynne,
"This will pass, Sandy (if it hasn't already) and you will probably feel foolish and wonder what compelled you to be so *melodramatic*."
Well, I didn't think I was being *melodramatic*. Actually, it almost felt like I was back with hubby, and you just never know when the next attack is going to happen. You're always tense, you tend to flinch at everything, your senses are over vigilant......you know it's going to happen, but you just don't know when.
I don't like that feeling. I lived like that for too many years. And I don't want to transfer that type of living over to fear of the police knocking on my door.
It feels awful.
Sandy
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