Posted by B2chica on February 28, 2004, at 17:54:19
In reply to Re: psychogirl...cont., posted by psychogirl on February 28, 2004, at 17:34:44
just last week i told hubby. i usually can tell him almost everything but the things i don't it's because i think it may make him hurt. Boy you know just how i feel about the burden thing. I almost feel protective of him in that manner. I guess i just don't want him to see the world the way i do, with all the pain and suffering and bad. Sometimes i feel so much empathy i think it's going to swallow me whole. even total strangers. (sometimes i swear i catch a glimpse of their soul and know what pains them...it aches.)
Been married 6 years.
-i love this board to. i think if i have nothing else i have my pdoc and all these folks. They actually give me hope that i can fight my demons and win.-hopefully you don't have a long wait for therapy, my first pdoc gave me a one month wait (fyi-they say on the average you'll go through 3-4 before you find the right pdoc for you-took me two...so far:) if so you might try journaling, i started doing that in jan. and boy am i glad i did. I think it helps me release my pain and confusion. it also charts your mood patterns.
-i'm heading home now too, think i'll do the same mmm... gin&tonic or import beer?
B2c.
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