Posted by psychogirl on February 28, 2004, at 17:34:44
In reply to Re: psychogirl...cont., posted by B2chica on February 28, 2004, at 16:43:49
Me Again. I took a little break today, and took the little one out for a walk. Couldn't sit inside on such a gorgeous day. That's a real bonus when you have kids.....you can't sit around and feel sorry for yourself. gotta move move move. So me and the kid got some fresh air, and I had a chance to do some thinking and clear my head and I feel positive about things. I always feel good on weekends, and then pump myself up for work on Mondays only to be full of anxiety all over again.
I have a question regarding hubby. How long ago did you tell him? It sounds like this is very fresh info that you just laid on him. How long have you been married? REgardless, it's great that you've been honest. What a shame if we can't share our innermost problems with our partners. I tell him Almost everything, but still can't lay it all out, because I feel it's too much of a burden for him to deal with. I think you know what I mean.
About the dystonia. I can't believe that you did your undergrad in speech. You're the first person I've ever spoken with who knows anything about this. Everyone looks at me with very confused eyes when I tell them about my throat. I'm so glad I came to this board. I only found it on Wednesday. I decided I couldn't do this alone anymore. I'm waiting to get into therapy and until then, just being alone with my thoughts was just too much.
Anyway, gotta run for the night. Rented a movie, and I'm going to have a stiff drink (eventhough I'm not supposed to). but sometimes you just gotta say f&^& it. hee hee
have a good one.
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