Posted by LynneDa on January 6, 2004, at 11:08:12
In reply to Re: SFMom - Happy Birthday to you!!, posted by sfmom on January 5, 2004, at 16:31:54
Hi Lyssa -
I'm so glad you had a good time on your b-day! It sounds like "cutting loose" a bit was what you needed. I'm glad you didn't have to go back to work if you didn't feel up to it. I was wondering yesterday how you were holding up! You have to do what's best for you and getting to a place where you can start healing is the most important thing for you and your family. I am very happy to hear your meds are working better, that is a relief I am sure!The whole turning 30 thing is an adjustment. I'm glad it's not bugging you too much! I turned 40 last year and it hits me at odd times. I know I don't feel 40 on the inside, but the idea that I need to get going and get my life together is more present now that I'm in my 40s!
We had unusually warm weather for New Year's - in the 60s!! I'm in St. Louis, so usually we're in the 30s. Of course, today reality has set in with a high of 22 degrees! No snow yet, but if it's going to be this cold, we might as well get some white stuff! I know the kids would love it. We only get one or two good snows each winter.
Thanks for your good wishes! I'm trying to make sense of my karmic influences lately in regard to the way my life is unfolding. I think that there is some balancing act I'm in the process of achieving. I do think I'll get there eventually, but I have a feeling I need to struggle for a while longer. Weird thought, but that's what my "inner self" seems to be telling me. I'm being a bit stubborn about moving on, I think. Clinging to some bad behaviors for some reason. Now that my meds are working, I'm getting more clear-headed and think I can start working on some of my "issues".
Take good care and hope you can even enjoy your time off now that your meds are kicking in :-)
Love, Lynne
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