Posted by Karen_kay on November 30, 2003, at 19:17:57
In reply to losses, posted by lepus on November 30, 2003, at 18:48:49
Here I am again wishing I had the perfect answer and always feeling like I never do. So usually I just skip posts and feel guilty for not posting. Well, this time I'm going to.
The best thing that I can tell you is that you are not alone. I'min a similar situation right now. I'm in college with grades that should be much higher, but am unmotivated, yet I'm intelligent. I've been on many medications and am currently stable. I have Bipolar disorder, along with some personality disoders and PTSD. I'm stuck in a relationship that I'm not sure is working ubt I'm afraid that maybe when I'm better it will work. And what if I can't make it on my own?
What I'm trying to say is that everyone feels the exact same way you do at some point in their lives. But, I think at this time it is much too early to think it is time to give up. You have so much more living to do. So, you have to move back home. Maybe you can take some university courses from home, via computer? Is that a possiblility? And work to save money. If you start making a plan while at home you can start achieving a new start, a better foundation on which to build your future. Just because things don't work out the first or second time doesn't mean they will never work out for you.
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