Posted by Penny on October 1, 2003, at 9:57:43
Okay, so that's not exactly the lyrics of the song, but it's how I feel today. Only one of my coworkers even knows today is my birthday, and we are supposed to go to lunch (her birthday was last week, so it will be a joint 'celebration'), but I haven't seen her today. My parents called, which is good, but no other birthday wishes, minus my therapist yesterday.
Tonight I will go home and probably go to sleep. That seems to be all I have the energy for these days. No closer to being settled in my new apartment, and, while I'm glad to be free of the stressful roommate situation, I'm still struggling to keep my head above water.
I hate birthdays. Or, should I say, I hate my birthday. And if I say that, all I hear is "but you're so young!!!" Yes - I'm 27 today. I'm still fairly young. Which makes the fact that I'm so depressed that much more depressing. B/c it makes one ask, what exactly do I have depressed about?
I won't go there right now.
I wish I was home in bed instead of at work. I'm tired...
I apologize for the pity party I'm having with myself.
P
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