Posted by galkeepinon on August 29, 2003, at 1:07:21
In reply to i will call it charm school............, posted by justyourlaugh on August 28, 2003, at 22:33:15
JYL and SAbina-I know you 2 have a prob with alcohol-but can I tell you I have had it with FOOD?!!!!! I ate a drumstick AND another Hagaan Daz's bar tonight and I am pissed beyond belief-I have to say that addiction is addiction-whether booze, ice cream, sex, gambling, the list goes on. WHY IS IT THIS WAY??? I'm not shouting im just about ready to pull my hair out:(:(:( I'm really bummin. I am SO embarrased as heck to be writing this for fear y'all will judge me but I'm writing. I am going to be a fat cow if I don't stop this. I did bulumia a few times and then I stop then I start again. I am starting to think of doing it again because I am sick of this eating stuff-I just eat. I just smoked a cig and looked around, and thought ok what can I eat now? I'm not HUGE-but I'm fat enough that if I lost a good, say 80-I'd be within normal range-whatever the heck normal is! I am really hurting right now so I'm typing and typing-I'm sorry-thanks for listening-I don't know what to do-bulemia or self-destruct-both?
arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thanks for letting me whine-i'm so frustrated. I don't even think my post made sense.
Maybe I'll go get a beer
((((hugs to you JYL))) addiction SUCKS!> i will be in a day program for 4 weeks..
> i promised myself i would stop drinking(precondition)..and the nurse
> i start tuesday..but i rolled off the wagon already..
> can i just put this one in the guilt pile ..
> and go forth..?
> j
>
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