Posted by Temmie on July 25, 2003, at 21:30:24
In reply to Still Reeling in Confusion and Hurt of Infidelity, posted by Temmie on July 22, 2003, at 23:55:48
Well, guess what? It’s still a very cyclical thing, and tonight I feel my heart is splitting in two. Every couple hours I take another Xanax (I’ve only had three today), but nothing seems to be taking the pain away. I’m very sorry for being so needy. I’m most appreciative for all the fanfare and rah-rah support this thread has generated. If I weren’t so principled, and didn’t have a linguistics exam on Monday, I’d drink myself into oblivion. Oh. I guess I did that last night.
I’m shocked and disgusted about how last night’s date turned out .... Which, I’m sure, is responsible for the momentum behind today’s sense of crashing and burning. This was too much ... too soon ... and I’m so distracted ... and so hurting.
I think I’ll seek out some Al-Anon meetings this weekend. Thanks everyone. T.
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