Posted by Temmie on July 20, 2003, at 17:16:43
In reply to Re: Family Dropping Like Flies » Temmie, posted by habbyshabit on July 20, 2003, at 15:20:41
I don't know where you are .... I don't know what "last few sentences" you're responding to. Which post where.
The man I've given my heart to has been sleeping with another. Both during our 10-week absence, and within hours of my leaving .... "I'm weak, I was lonely," he said. "I know, I'm a f&ck-up ... please don't leave me."
He left a message on my cell-phone just now (why it didn't ring, I don't know), "I'm sorry ... I love you ..."
I have been sick-at-heart and in bed most of the day. I also started investigating an online dating match/making service called: eharmony.com -- but when the one man I was writing back and forth to (I'm assuming), saw me write, "I'm overweight ... but bla bla bla," I haven't heard back. Is size 14 overweight? Eeegads, I'm not the slim whip I once was (who is?), but I'm attractive (generally modest) :-) and have so much to give and, like Paul, I'm lonely.
I just want to beeeee with someone.
It's so hard to reach up and hope only for emptiness to take the pain away. Temmie