Posted by Temmie on July 1, 2003, at 21:10:50
In reply to Temmie! Down Here!!!!!, posted by habbyshabit on July 1, 2003, at 4:07:45
Dear Habby, thanks for the invite to come chat here. It's nice to make a new friend. I am worn out tonight, however, and don't feel capable of much writing. I've been working on a semester-long research project for a class I ended up taking an "incomplete" in, and you know what? It's hard to trot out everthing that's necessary to get the job done. I've got 26 pages now, and hopefully -- within hours -- will be comfortable saying, "I'm done."
I have a 17-year old who is having his tonsils and adenoids removed tomorrow, so i feel I should go clean his room, change the sheets, etc. The recovery from this surgery for "older" kids (and adults) is said to be particularly uncomfortable -- I'll be calling on Raphael and other agents of healing tomorrow to help us through.
Tell me again whom you channel. One entity? A group? Do you do this for your own use, or do you have clients? Many folks I know are unable to channel "about" or "for" themselves.
Re. my dad, I'm not sure where to begin. He's always been this way. Brilliant man (engineering professor), but strung too tight. He used to self-medicate with alcohol, and I guess you could say he's alcoholic on top of this ... and he's been abusive ... was a scary man when I was growing up.
My son and I moved in with my parents after J's arrival. I was unmarried and uneducated, and limping along on insufficient income. Finally went back to school, and now I'm a teacher (working on a Masters in ESL). J. turned out okay! He's a national merit scholar and has a generous scholarship from Pomona College in California ....
Not sure what else to say. Too tired to think straight!
Write as you're able though, and I'll do the same. Interested in hearing how channeling is working for you, and whether you've got any "night time routine" that helps your work on the otherside (or your sleep). I am not actively doing any particular rituals (chanting, meditation, prayer, etc.), although lately, I think I've been feeling a little clearer -- less troubled and anjoying a little break from despair.
That's a good thing!
Good getting to know you .... With love, Temmie.