Posted by gabbix2 on July 18, 2003, at 15:18:18
In reply to Re: jewels, lovely jewels, posted by Tabitha on July 18, 2003, at 15:10:33
yeah, it is torturous, thanks for listening.
I mean absolutely gut wrenching, just no reprieve.
And its not like I have a life in this town, I'm here to go to school in Sept, and thats it. My days are spent alone.
If I had the money I'd fly down there I know the address of a friend of his. I've sent letters there I'm not sure if he's gotten them yet or not. Of course if I don't here from him I won't know whether he's ignoring the letters or if he just hasn't seen his friend.. I mean I'll *know* he got them but there will always be that doubt.
I'm trying to tell myself I've ended it to give myself some emotional stability, but I just can't do it. My days are just a haze of crying, shaking and Seroquel, its bloody miserable..
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