Posted by Emme on June 24, 2003, at 9:40:35
In reply to Anybody up? I'm sad., posted by Emme on June 23, 2003, at 23:31:18
The seroquel kicked in and I went to sleep. Now it's morning, late morning, I'm tired and sluggish and really sad. Okay, sinking into an abyss is more like it. My life is a solitary mess and I can't straighten it out. The family dynamics are hard. My life is useless. It's a project gone awry that really ought to be ended - today if I could. I can't call my therapist because she is on vacation. I can't burden my friends any more and so I'm burdening you poor folks. I want to GO so badly, but it would make my father too sad. So I gotta somehow get through today and tomorrow and the next day.
poster:Emme
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