Posted by mmcasey on June 7, 2003, at 13:12:28
In reply to Re: UPDATE (long), posted by JohnDoenut on June 7, 2003, at 0:57:20
> Everyone is living in a shell and putting on
> another face. So we come here to be ourselves
> in some way.I was just thinking that today. How easy it is here to come right out with the truth, my true feelings. And I was trying to imagine - what if you just took all of us who come to this message board and stuck us in therapy groups together - would we all really be so forthcoming? I know I wouldn't!! It's so much harder in person.
> I numb myself with too much tv. TV is an
> opiate. It helps put the mind on pause for a bit.I wish that I could numb myself with tv. I know, it's a strange wish, but the reality right now is that I can't stand tv. Can't stand it! Most of the time I would like to just be able to sit there for hours watching tv and not think about my life or deal with anything, but tv is just not engaging enough for me to be able to do that. Unfortunately, neither is reading, which used to be a good escape for me. In fact, there is basically nothing that is engaging for me these days.
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