Posted by sienna on April 25, 2003, at 14:54:17
last nite with my guy and then couldnt sleep and had nitemares and asked should i leave he said no but later i kept acidently wakeing him u and he said maybe you should go home. then i thoughgt he was mad and would hit me but no. and i couldnt drive couase of flasbacks and cuouldnt make it stop and was reallly scared and finly got 3 hours sleep and wake up to early and left he says sorry of last nite and im sorry to and he says he dosent want me upstet and crying but it was to late and he says he still wants to go out but and he want s to work it out. im scared i lik ehim alot he likes me a lot but im scared scarying him away with flasbacks and nitemares he gets no sleep. i sleep worst over there. dont now what to do about it. i can try takeing more kalonopin. maybe.
im ruinning it and im sad.