Posted by WorryGirl on April 18, 2003, at 8:50:03
In reply to Re: Warning-about barfing » WorryGirl, posted by justyourlaugh on April 17, 2003, at 20:19:45
> wow,
> the mind is a powerful thing.
> i am heavier than 145,
> 5'4
> 5 kids-last one was 10,7.
> i am not fat..
> my tummy is not tight..but a pround reminder that i never once deprived someone else that i may do myself...
> good for you worry..good for you..
> however..you are in need of those calories too..
> ..
> its hard to think of the future..and realize what horrors we did to our bodies.i want to be there for my kids babies kids..cant do that if i cant retain calcium,loww blood pressure..blah blah blah
> you know the speech..
> oh yah..hubby and i agreed at age 60 we would become heroin addicts..
> peace
> j
Jyl,
You've outdone me by far! One of mine was almost 9 lb and the other 10.I wish you could send me your healthy body image.
When I read it I knew in my heart it belonged to me, too. Why can't I stop this? I don't want to be 50 and in a wheelchair. Sometimes I feel like I look 10 years older.But I'm trying. I'm running again and trying to like my body.
I need to accept that my weight is healthy. Fuck the people who tell me how different I look now (with pretty good or not bad never mentioned). Fuck magazines with size 0- models.
I need to accept that size 10 and 12 are OK. I know there are many people who would give anything to be in that size.
You're such a great mom, jyl. Bless you and your ffamily.
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