Posted by Angel4u2003 on March 6, 2003, at 12:14:20
In reply to Re: angel4u2003 » Angel4u2003, posted by justyourlaugh on March 6, 2003, at 11:47:56
LUCK!!!! Lets just say if it was not for bad luck, i would not have any luck at all. There is a family history of mental illness, but i think what may have triggered mine was when my mother married a punk. He was way younger than her. He was an alcoholic and a drug user. Yeah, i to became one of those. (at the age of 11-12). As time passed my mother and step father began to fight a lot. Mainly because my brother and i would not call him dad. My brother and i was old enough that we did not feel comfortable with calling him dad. After all we had seen our father just a few time in a young lives. However our two baby sister's were still very young and started calling him dad right away. I remember back when i was 14-15 years old and i could hear them fighting. My mother told him that she loved him so much, she would kill us to keep him. That so scared me. In the very next momment i could hear my mother in the kitchen. With the clang of the knife drawer, i knew just what was going to happen. I jumped out of bed and hid under it. Just as my mother reached my room, my step dad stopped her. I could see the shine of the knife in her hand and from then on, i have lived in fear. I know to a lot of you this may seem so unreal, but God as m witness it is a true fact. After that happened i ran away several time, only to be caught every time. The state even took me away because i had went to the school and told them just what had been going on. My mother rant and raved and the state sent me back home. I started defending myself after years of beatings. At the age of 15, just one month fron turning 16 i was married. (long story)
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