Posted by Angel4u2003 on March 6, 2003, at 10:40:57
In reply to Re: angel4u2003, posted by tina on March 6, 2003, at 9:40:11
I am in a relationship that i have been in for almost a year now. I have told my boyfriend a little about my problems. I have not went into details with him. I am worried he will not understand. I feel that i need to tell him, because he has asked me to marry him. I am just so scared that he will not see me in the same way as he does now or he may fear for his 3 childrens lives, because of this illness i feel i may have. I not only have these thoughts of harming myself, but i have them with my children. I would never harm them, no matter the thought in my head. I have had bad thoughts all my live and not one time have i acted on them. I am in control of that part, just not the social part. I will continue to post, because just the few times someone has replied, i have felt better. I feel more at ease and i feel that each time a little of what i feel is being held in your hands, to help me out. I want to thank everyone for taking the time to talk to me and give me advice and all in all helping me feel a little better each day that passes.
poster:Angel4u2003
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