Posted by kid a on January 6, 2003, at 9:00:38
In reply to Re: what its like being a bad machine » kid a, posted by Alii on January 5, 2003, at 23:06:43
> I have printouts to take to the pdoc tomorrow morning to show how deluded my thinking has become. I will be honest with both the pdoc and the therapist (later on that same day) about not having eaten since Friday and whatever all that is about.
this is a good thing, otherwise how can they help you? i need to learn to be so forthright about my particular problems...
> My machine needed to be recycled. Picked for parts. Working ones. Let those who could use and be happy with my organs have em. What use is my body when the ruler (brain/mind) is so broken that nothing else matters?!
that part is especially tricky... its not like the lungs or even the heart... we go to specialists to have it fixed... your right, it's difficult for everything else to work when the brain is malfunctioning, but when it's not, everything else seems so much better... thats what we are going to do... fix that broken part...
> Darkness descended faster than I expected. Am scared. Tell posse that partner is home so I'm no longer solo. Not that it makes much difference.
understood there... i'm with you in these emotions, my thoughts are of you...
> Tearily,
tearily,
michael.
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