Re: still working this...

Posted by tabitha on June 29, 2002, at 15:21:20

In reply to enough fun, back to me and my pain..., posted by tabitha on June 28, 2002, at 3:46:52

Trying to let go of Alan, did a whole therapy session on it, ended up crying about dreams I'd had lately about my (dead) mother.
Got to these ideas in my journal. Alan was there right after her death. She left my life, Alan came in. Alan was like compensation for her loss. So (my irrational thinking goes) I'm cosmically entitled to keep him forever. Without Alan there is only grief. (Must have been a big burden to Alan to replace my mother for me, if he sensed it at all)
More sadness about her loss. Really endless.

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Oh, my stomach... tabitha 6/23/02
Re: Oh, my stomach... » tabitha mist 6/23/02
I hope you start feeling better; what bozoheads! » tabitha shar 6/23/02
Mist and Shar, thanks tabitha 6/23/02
People changing for the worse mist 6/23/02
my Forum friend, and the therapy closet tabitha 6/25/02
Shar I love you..you are the best. Phil 6/25/02
...you are the best. » Phil shar 6/25/02
Re: ...you are the best. » shar Phil 6/26/02
My new diet of styrofoam peanuts! Thanks Phil!! (nm) » Phil SandraDee 6/27/02
enough fun, back to me and my pain... tabitha 6/28/02
Re: still working this... tabitha 6/29/02
Re: still working this... » tabitha Reneb 6/29/02
Re: losing mom » Reneb tabitha 6/30/02
Re: losing mom » tabitha Reneb 6/30/02
Re: losing mom Gracie2 7/3/02
Re: losing mom » Gracie2 Reneb 7/3/02

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