Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on April 24, 2002, at 21:56:07
In reply to Re: ...LiLi80 » Phil, posted by LiLi80 on April 24, 2002, at 21:47:40
> >If I wanted to die, actually I think about it >too much, I wouldn't tell anyone.
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> that is a common misconception, wanting to die and telling someone about it, have no relationship to each other whatsoever. I am not simply looking for attention or help. If wanted to go to a hospital then i would, but i dont want to, for my own reasons. i am still not better, time is up and i am sick of it all. i want out. i have done every stupid suggestion in the book, none of it works. got all the docs to look at me, distracted myself to no end, and i still want to die. did you ever think that maybe some people are meant to kill themselves? I could just be another statistic, and i dont care if i am, i am not like any of you. you all want to live, you see a point to all of this. i don't .
Has it always been this way..you always stuck in this state?..you know , counciling / therapy has never helped me , only a shift in brain chemistry..
Is there nothing to keep you here any plans that you had , places to visit... anything?
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