Posted by Alii on April 24, 2002, at 23:36:08
In reply to Re: ...LiLi80 , posted by Phil on April 24, 2002, at 23:08:58
From the posts I am guessing you are college aged.
Where you are at now is not indicitive of forever. I had some very concrete ideas about offing myself and several good pill attempts but back then I didn't have perspective.
I was so raging-ly angry with my circumstances when BIG UGLY MEAN SCARY DEPRESSION came and wacked me on the head. The med balancing took a while but when I reached a level it improved the dark, heavy, hatred that I had clung so tightly to.
I really don't want to blow sunshine....so I will just continue to offer my presence here and on chat. (11:35 Chicago time currently)