Posted by dreamer on December 13, 2001, at 11:30:09
In reply to Defeated/Haunted by my own ineptitude, posted by tina on December 13, 2001, at 8:34:46
> Every day I do something stupid. something I regret. Something that causes guilt to haunt my mind. Some things may seem small to others but they are huge to me. I constantly feel as though I can't show my face outside my home. Sometimes I feel I can't show my face inside my home. I'm always terrified of what others must think of me.
> I just want to hide. I'm fine for a minute and then, I just want to run away, change my name and start my life all over again.
>
> Is there a pill for this?? Am I alone in this feeling? What is it?Hi T,
I have been there -kindof . The problem I found out later in life was a over critical negetive mother always bullying and putting me down often aggressive , she used to do it in front of others outside as well as inside.
Maybe you can connect these feelings back to early events then realise it's not you at fault.take care.
poster:dreamer
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