Posted by dreamer on October 18, 2001, at 8:57:53
In reply to Re: just postin a babble » dreamer, posted by Krazy Kat on October 18, 2001, at 8:21:27
> > dreamer:
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> can you visit the pdoc who helped so much? is there any way, or is it problematic?Yes I can visit hopefuly- he wants/wanted to see some writing especially the manic stuff.
Tangent- when I'm on the high I get obssessions I know when I'm in one it's totally in my head only after I sense disinterest or get stern words-can't stop thinking bout him.....not just a sex thing maybe I'd like to be like him I'm androdgenous so ..........babble...need a wholesome friendship .......ever cried and feel so good at same time?
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> how was cognitive therapy harmful, if you want to share? (just ignore if not)
Can't find any interest in social interactions maybe it's the city but always been hiding in my head, reality shatters my fantasy and mood, dreams from years ago or delusions are as real for me as other peoples yesterday and more detailed + happy.
Guilty of wasting nurses time especially at the moment as my anxiety gets into the red. Today estate agents came round to put the flat on the market -it's really real now.> writing probs - same as most creatives probably - fear of failure mostly. certainly have the time now.
I'm fearful of failure but in the sense of self-evolution creatively -apparently the psycho reckons I need/long for recognition from others so the perception of a strange weirdo is justified -not his words but sorta what I remember.
> p.s. what do you eat for breakfast?
Usually a banana.dreamerdelusional.
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