Posted by dreamer on October 17, 2001, at 19:36:25
In reply to Re: just postin a babble , posted by susan C on October 17, 2001, at 18:39:27
> what do you do if all this time they are trying to get you convinced you are ill and then they say no, you are not, I keep having this strange paranoia that the pdoc and the insurance co are having conversations behind my back, and now, the doc is concerned about spending too much money or being sued...like the dentist and the hub talking over me she this she that...the asthma dr was better, he addressed me directly...pdoc is better too...do you remember people doing that to you when you were little, standing only three feet tall and all the grown ups are talking above you, literally above you? and about you? never to you?
I try and stare into the eyes they can't avoid my hypnotic rays..... ZAP!.
Well, I'm harmless I guess and striving to use moods productively-Ha. Docs get uncomfortable when you try and join the conversation I usually flirt and joke around with them to break the barrier of THEM and us.
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> And the funny things you say...and cant remember is that called disassociation?Mini-manic attack felt like a stand-up comedian
> I feel so odd sometimes I am round?
The triangle questioning itself in a room full of ovals
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dreamer left to own devices....teatering on grandious thinking of changing the collective consciousness.
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