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Re: it's peeping sar

Posted by sar on September 23, 2001, at 23:04:54

In reply to Re: it's peeping sar, posted by Wendy B. on September 21, 2001, at 18:35:36

> hey, sar!
>
> of course, i've started the novel! it's just that it's never gonna get done, because i have no goddamned self-control, self-motivation, self-discipline, etc. etc. i'm so fatalistic. the therp sez i always use words like always, never, massively, etc. maybe i have an avoidant personality? i dunno - i never seem to have trouble starting things, just ending them...

are you a perfectionist? procrastination and perfectionism seem to go hand-in-hand...avoidant personality? no, i wouldn't guess so, just from the way you are on PSB! i've done some reading on all of the personality disorders, you don't strike me as avoidant...but what do i know? (i just think yr not.)


> BTW, what's up with you, girl? never heard what the judge said to you. is work still a surrealistic experience? i love thinking of you chuckling to yourself under your breath for no apparent reason, as the others stand by, freaked or shaking their heads in disbelief...

i got a reset at court for sometime in october. i procrastinated hiring a lawyer, but i found a cool one (in the yeller pages) and she said that this particular judge "likes girls" so he might give me a little leniency...still, there are either thousands to pay or hundreds of hours of community service in my estimation...but i fuckin eserve it, i can't believe what happened...

> not in the vineyards at all this week. did spend several days with middle-schoolers, though. they're as full of high-jinks as they ever were... my bonus word on the spelling test today was "superfluous." they screamed in protest. this gives me great pleasure, kid torture... hee hee...

ah, middle schoolers!! what do you think of them? "Superfluous" is one of my favorite words. sometimes on weekends at my job, i think, "nothing smells or sounds worse than a 13 or 14 year-old boy." prejudiced, yes, though i did like them back in the day. yesterday i met a rather smooth 13 year-old who gazed at me and said, "i've already been helped" and proceeded to convince his pops to buy my recommended CD and book. ballsy kid, and he smelled just fine. do you find it difficult to maintain control over the classroom? middle school seems to be a total testing of boundaries...it seems like you'd be a fun sub tho, you've got a sense of humor and more than book-smart...

at work i still laugh. not "under my breath," but i giggle while traversing the store. too many thing strike me as so goddamn funny, my co-workers have accepted it and warmed to it, though some wonder why i'm "always smiling" ot "always look excited." i think it might be my facial structure. it's most comfortable for my face to be grinnin a little...and i'm doin wrinkle damage-control, yo...they think i'm a silly drunk ditz, fine fine fine i say....

so what is the novel about??? i'm an avid reader when my brain's working, i'd like to know the storyline/genre--what-have-you...

did you post your e-mail addy in another post? i wanted to mail you but i've been too intoxicated and busy to find it. i'm going to link my name to my e-mail on this post if you ever feel like talkin.


> keep them cards and letters comin',


you too, bay


> love back to you,
>
sar
>
>



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