Posted by terra miller on August 13, 2001, at 22:22:27
hi.. i've always posted over at the plain 'ole medical related psychobabble.... i could use a shot in the arm of encouragement. i'm on my 3rd year of therapy and my marriage is stressed. i'm losing focus looking too long term i think.... thinking i'll not ever get over all this stuff. it's just hard. i've got all this PTSD stuff from lousy fam-of-origin-stuff. and i'm wondering if i'll ever "graduate" to ever feeling comfortably like the adult that i am, instead of having to deal with all this childlike ugh-ness.
somebody tell me that i won't be locked in this torture forever... like i was as a kid... and that i will eventually be free to not be afraid anymore. thanks for allowing the self-disclosure. it's just plain hard right now.
~ter
poster:terra miller
thread:9512
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