Posted by Chris A. on July 3, 2001, at 0:40:13
How is it that one can be going along ho-hum, lack of interest, motivation, etc and then wham, new methods of offing oneself present themselves in an obsessive way? Does anyone else experience this? Is this a Bipolar phenomenon?
Perhaps a good night's sleep and lots of distraction tomorrow will help, plus a bit of preaching to myself about what I am doing on this earth, which isn't much at the moment. I just saw my pDoc today and was doing fair-to-middling.
So what gives? The emotional pain always accompanies the thoughts. Perhaps I neeed to revisit a bit of that Geodon that is in my medicine cabinet.
My goal is to deal with an irriational state for a change with a rational response.Please pray for me,
Chris A.
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