Posted by tina on January 5, 2001, at 18:56:20
In reply to Re: I know how you feel , posted by tina on January 5, 2001, at 18:47:59
> Kelly: You aren't worth more dead to me. Who would I comiserate with if you were gone? 'nuff said?
> Love
> Tina
>My husband is having an affair after convincing everyone we know that he is an upstanding, moral, Mr. wonderful and they all believe it and think I'm the monster. She's married too BTW.
i live with my alcoholic father who insists I'm stealing the cutlery every morning. I have no money, no life and no friends. I have major panic attacks all day long and my whole family thinks I'm a sniveling, ridiculous excuse for a human being who should never have been born anyway.
I am used at work by a boss who makes sexual innuendos and talks to me like I'm 5 years old and pays me minimum wage but I have to be grateful for having a job at all because it's all I have in my life right now. My health is terrible, my hair is falling out, I have terminal heart-burn and my therapist doesn't want to "waste her time" on me.
So, I need YOU. Stick around OK? And talk about suicide all you want. If talking helps to keep you from actually doing it, talk and talk and talk. There will always be someone here to listen.
T
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> > > Tina and Kelly,
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> > > Dont go to the hospital, believe in yourself, have hope, when life is hard you have to change, dont be afraid to change your life. To say that everything is fine with your life and your world, but its just you that has the problem, this is wrong, there is nothing wrong with you, dont go to the hospital. You dont want to kill yourself, you would have tryed to do it already, not only that but you know that even if you took all those pills you would probebly still live, there are much more serious ways to kill yourself, I dont think your life is in danger, you know what life is worth and you wouldnt throw it all away. I think about suicide occasionally but I know I will never go through with it, so I might as well stop feeling sorry for myself and put in the effort to make my life better.
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> > I'm not feeling sorry for myself I can kill myself w/ a overdoes I have 30 prozac-60 haldo-30 klonapin-100 sleeping pills-20 doxepin-30-rispldal-80 zepraxa. I geuss I shouldn't talk about suicide here,& I didn't plan on going to the hospital only because I can't afford it.I'm worth more dead.
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