Posted by Noa on November 22, 2000, at 16:13:38
In reply to Suicidal Feelings and Interpretations of Posts » Noa, posted by shar on November 22, 2000, at 15:05:16
Shar,
I agree it was hard to really see the suicidal crisis because of the "noise" from the hostile words.
Here is what I was thinking about when I posted earlier:
In the very first post of the thread, entitled The Dark Night of the Unlumpy, Hannah wrote:
> Has anyone ever had any contact with the Samaritans? They are a suicide prevention group. It is possible to e-mail them through an anonomyzer so that they do not have your e-mail address. This is that address
>
> samaritans@anon.twwells.comand she signed it:
> Despaired but not departed
> Hannah(http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20001117/msgs/2943.html)
In another post, she asks,
>Where is my Samaritan?
a reference to not having heard backfrom the online suicide hotline.
She also says, in this post,
>Death to all unlumpy Hannahs!!!!!!!!!
(http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20001117/msgs/2978.html)
Then, she does express thanks to Angela for trying to support her:
>I appreciate your kindness. Thanks (np) »» Angela5
(http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20001117/msgs/2962.html)
In a subsequent post, she asks,
>Are you making fun of my suicidal crisis? It's really really hard to make a noose out of a whip. That dang Samaratin is taking his time replying too.
Sorry--I lost the address for that post and if I try to get it I will lose this window.
I recognize she made it hard to see that she was in a bad state--and suicidal-- but I think she was.
poster:Noa
thread:2943
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20001117/msgs/3166.html