Posted by Just Me33 on August 28, 2008, at 9:46:16
In reply to Re: Suffering from Breakup...new here....help! (long) » Just Me33, posted by JayMac on August 27, 2008, at 21:34:21
Thank you so much for taking the time to read my long post. I so appreciate the kind words and caring attitude. It WAS only four months, but it was unbelievable, that perfect love that every girl dreams of, the kind of man she searches for all of her life. And to have it end so quickly, without a goodbye or a better explanation, it is devastating.
My heart still skips a beat when my phone rings, because I think, "maybe that's him and he has come to his senses." And of course, it is not and it is a tiny little setback everytime it happens.
Last night, I fell into a deep sleep around 8:00 and woke up around midnight...it hit me like a ton of bricks again and I ended up crying myself back to sleep. Part of MY issue, I think, is I feel like if he calls and says, "I am sorry, but I can't do this, " OF COURSE I would be torn apart, but at least I would know for sure that he is done trying...I wouldn't be thiking, maybe he needs more time, maybe he will change his mind...
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