Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 23, 2016, at 23:39:28
In reply to Re: babble » rjlockhart37, posted by Tabitha on September 7, 2016, at 22:53:46
yea...i've been really thinking about doing a major change, somehow internally, i've written a notebook on self-change....to somehow fade out the old misery, and see things diffrent......learning how to react diffrent, new motivation to things i have no care for, just a new, changed version of myself
no therapist, i just stay at home and i have decided to change, internally....i listen to music alot and gives me the emotion to follow a path i want to be.....i've learned how to compare my perception today, and know how i used to think, and old ways of doing things, i finally understand why i did them, and make a change
deneb improved, and moved on.....she's smart, she was in advanced classes, and got a better job.... i hope the best for her...
.my mom and other people always had that PET line "don't compare yourself to others" well.....by comparing my situation to their's it's given me a urge to change and move out of old mindstates, i truely don't like who i was, but in the process becoming a new chapter......
but ....everyday you can wake up to be someone new....i like that motto....hope to continue to follow itnot a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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