Posted by seldomseen on September 14, 2009, at 18:09:52
In reply to Sometimes I wish someone else could carry this., posted by seldomseen on September 13, 2009, at 18:01:58
We've had some recent violence in our family, by a family member. It hit me like a shockwave, as violence often does.
Plus a friend's ex has got a hold of my number. He's also violent and a drunk and knows where I live. Thanks friend.
I've been to the sheriff about this matter, but evidentally my view of what constitutes an imminent threat and their view differs by a wide margin.It's all been upsetting, but, sadly, none of this is altogether surprising. It's churning up such feelings of sadness and fear. These are best left alone.
It's like I can feel it welling up from the ground and into my feet. If I could just get somewhere peaceful, I think I could stabilize myself.
I'm tired.
I missed my therapy appt last week because I had to travel and help clean up the family mess.
It feels like forever until Wednesday when I know I can leave some of this at his doorstep.
I called, but he is utterly dreadful on the phone. (shudder)
It definately affecting me.
Seldom.
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