Posted by deerock on August 10, 2009, at 14:19:16
hi there,
i had a dream last night that i destroyed my therapists office. i called her to tell her about it she said she understands lots is going on and that we can talk about it more when i see her.
at the same time, a few friends of mine have commented that after 2 years of 3x per week therapy with this woman, i am not any better than i was before it started and in fact that i seem much more aggressive.
im not sure. i thought it was working and i thought i was feeling better. and when i had that dream, the amount of rage that came up scared the ever living crap out of me. i woke up and almost went to the ER bec. i thought i was having a heart attack.
so i tell my friends this story and they all say "see, this therapist is making you worse." and i tell the therapist and she tells me she understands.
i dont know who to trust or what to do. everytime i go for a consult, i get get told that it sounds like my therapist is very good.
im baffled here.
poster:deerock
thread:911346
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