Posted by garnet71 on June 17, 2009, at 23:06:31
In reply to Re: New psychiatrist/analyst can't treat me, posted by emmanuel98 on June 17, 2009, at 21:14:21
In all fairness to this p-doc, he didn't "induce" your attachment"
The thing is, if he wasn't trying to get a specific reaction from me, if we were merely discussing history, he wouldn't have put on blank state AND he wouldn't have stripped me of my defense mechanisms to expose my unconscious. As this was happening, he would specifically stop me w/the emergence of each defense mechanism (joking about past, intellectualizing, etc.), forcing me to recognize it while he further dismantled them by saying stuff that made me stop doing it. The defense mechanisms dissappeared. He was doing this-I was merely talking.
If he wasn't trying to get me in that state, he would not have 1) done blank state; 2) dismantled defense mechanisms.
I felt like I was in an altered state of consciouness-a trance like state. If he was merely trying to get my history, rather than promote transference, it seems very odd he would do this.
And the fact that the wrong number was the male doctor, who is actually a pediatric rheumatologist, after I dismissed the female, forces me to call him back.
So still-nothing makes sense. Grrrrrrrrr!!!