Posted by workinprogress on February 21, 2009, at 23:52:35
Sometimes it feels like the only way to feel better is to quit therapy. Sometimes it feels like I wouldn't feel so crappy if it weren't for therapy. I think I've slipped into the worst depression of my life because of looking at the patterns of behavior I have that I didn't know I had, but aren't very attractive. Sometimes it was nice to just not know about them. Now they just look like a huge pile of crap that I can't see ever climbing over. Worse, I keep stepping in it and sliding back down.... only to be covered in s***.
I know nobody can make those feelings go away... but can someone give me some sort of reassurance there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
I so get the phrase "ignorance is bliss".
WIP
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